when i went to shawmpton!

sue, she's pretty cool.

So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with,
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads,
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
And again when your head goes through the windshield.

Is that what you call tact?
You're as suttle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call and end this conversation.
And is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with,
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed.
When you say "best friends" means friends forever.
                   -Brand New (70x's7)

Dear MotherFucker,

( I really dont need you trying to be in my life again. you tried to ruin it once. you tried to control me. and make me into your little bitch. but you FAILED. thats what you are. a FAILURE.
i dont regret anything that ever happened because it made me stronger. and believe me i could take any hit you could throw at me. you're just like your dad. and you know it. and it kills you inside. that you could possibly be that violent alcoholic that he is. oh yes, i'm talking to you and you know it.
i really DONT like you. and you'll never have anyone like me again. but, please show everyone the real man you are. and hit the new girlfriend you have. show them who you really are. how STRONG you are. haha. youre one weak motherfucker you just have muscle mass and fat to fake being strong with.
you'll be no one, you'll go NO WHERE.
youre a CHEATER, a LIAR, a THIEF.
dont pretend you dont know what i'm talking about.

You're jealous as hell that i'm happy without you.
You're jealous as hell that i can live without you
You're jealous as hell, because your still suffering from the fear that no one will ever love you.
and they don't. they never will because you're nothing. nothing at all. and everyone knows it. but they'll never tell. because of your muscle mass and fat. and the fact that you can put up a fight. people will always pretend to be your friend because they dont want a black eye.

someday you'll get what you deserve.
a gun to your head,
and a knife in your throat.

FUCK YOU. =] )

   
hehe he makes me happy =]

more random pictures:

i seriously get so bored..


oh and i'm also like, completely retarted.




 

Currently Watching SLC Punk By Matthew Lillard, Annabeth Gish see related

i've been watching alot of SLC punk lately

and listening to alot of Senses Fail.

lifes been treating me great.

lets hope nothing bad is around the corner.

REMINISCE:

Throughout the end of last summer, last school year, and this past summer, i've changed a number of 6 times.  I think these pictures signify my changes.
The last picture on here, of me smiling, signifies me, now. I'm finally happy, truly happy with who i am.

yeah. HAPPY. and STRONGER.